In this Despair, In this Fear….

You see no light at the tunnel’s end
Hours of darkness would just never end
You see around the walls of prison
Right when you were ready to latch on

 

You cry, you screech
You try, yet you can’t reach

 

The heights they set
By you can’t be met
At this riotous joke
Nothing but you yowl
Raise a ruckus of wrong choice
Lost in regret within a trice

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Silent shouts, no one to hear

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Longing to hold truth near

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Finding a direction to steer

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Life’s stuck in second gear

To The Truth,

Leaves me blank,

When I think

You’ll depart

Difficult to identify with

The ache of this dispirited heart.

 

However I refuse

To have to do

Without ‘Those Eyes’

I know,

I have to.

 

It sure is hard

For me and for you

But in the end

I’m sure

Promises will come true.

 

I promise you

For you I’ll be waiting

Be it, then,

Years ..

Five or Fifteen!

 

Being yours

Is all I want

The distance isn’t

At all

Gonna make it gone.

 

The simple idea of

Getting to spend my life with you

Has me smiling

A smile…

That I want to continue.

 

Thinking of the day you’ll leave

Makes me numb

But to this gloom,

I promise,

I won’t succumb.

 

All I want is you

To flourish and thrive

About this love

Leave it to me

It will sure survive!

 

It’s impossible to fathom

The love you show

The bliss I feel

In your arms

In all the moments I steal.

 

‘Time’ will advance

But I will remain,

Giving ‘time’ no opening

To make ‘TRUTH’ refrain

From ‘Winning’.

 

The very ‘Truth’

that promises me

To take me

to a place

I’m so longing to be….

 

A mountain, A small house

A glut of trees

And Me…

On my knees…

 

Smiling…

Offering you a ring

Nervous ….

Thinking which song to sing...