Remember the night
when your eyes revealed
The words you wanted to confess
And left my eyes
Rather wordless?
Remember the vow
Of never to regress?
And predict the smile
That’s a “no-marks-guess”
Remember how we
disowned ourselves
To the love and the tenderness
And first expressed
the feeling that had
a meaning engrossed?
Remember how you
Whispered in my ear
The words of wisdom
That undid all the fear,
……made the road clear
And boosted me
To hit the top gear ..
Realizing how things will be changed next year, this time. I know it’s gonna be more unbearable than I can ever even perceive…. Why does it have to change at all??? Why can’t we all get down at the same stop, stay together forever.. Or, or, why can we all stay where we are??? Why do we have to leave everything that we love/we are used to… and go to somewhere we know we wont be as happy?? Why’s life a bitch????
Some will be into job-job, some will be studying their asses off, some will go to USA, DAMN GRE !!! [although, I dunno which category I fit in]. Into an utterly different world, doing things that life makes one do… why can’t WE make our life??
How troubling this thought is!! Agonizing, to say the least effectual. [:| ]
Will I have those night outs anymore with you gals.. ???
Long phone chats with Janhavi until the cell-battery gives up????
Or an sms fight with Neha????
Candid Confessions with Renuka???
Or those “India played superb!Din I say Sachin is God!” conversations with Ameya???
Or those “hi sis” “kya bhai” dialogue with Sumeet???
Or those ‘Friends’ discussions with Neeraj???
Or those Voyages with Satya??? {aaaaAAAaaa!!!!}[ :( ]
Why’s it all gonna change???? I don’t wanna miss any of these…. I don’t want all this to alter either… but figuring out that it’d not be anymore ‘like this’ after, say, next 7months leaves me marooned.
Only if you guys can offer any help to get me outta this.. …..[:(]
Reminds me of :
“Livin' alone,
I think of all the friends I've known.
But when I dial the telephone,
Nobody's home.
All by myself,
Don't wanna live, all by myself anymore”
[:(]
Goodnight/day!
I don’t even know if anybody even drops in on this blog these days, Neeraj Ameya Sumeet AND Satya, do you? Atleast???
[:)]Quite a lull since pretty long. I do have reasons [;)] but I’m back !!! and right in the middle of my exams … Thanks to the supposed “CYCLONE” that is/was going to hit Mumbai [:)] that we got our Mechatronics paper postponed to 27th nov, and I got sometime off to bother about my blog after it had become all outmoded with boring poems that I keep on writing and which people appreciate only coz they love me. [:P] I subject them to all this, forgive me, God.
Last few weeks…. Very bad.. submissions… exams… tensions… running after Xerox…Uffff !!!! the sum of money engineers spend in Xerox-ing is enormous; makes me consider it as a stand-in career option if I don’t land up anywhere good. [:)]
So I was saying- tensions took toll on me leaving me like I have expressed in “In this despair, In this fear” [:P] ( See, I endorse my poems [:P], Shameless I’m) and I wonder, I’d’ve not been so tensed if I knew my future! I’ll elaborate on it more after exams though. Its about mechatronics.
So, the purpose of this blog is to let the readers… if any…… know that the writer is very much alive but busy with some more important stuff in her life [:)]…And as everything falls well in place she’ll be back to this black-board keying in all the relevant and irrelevant…. interesting and boring……. prose and poetries [:D]
Currently it’s a house arrest for me with a liability to do pretty much nothing else but study, . And anyway most of you guys must be busy doing submissions or enjoying PL’s or passive FBing or voyaging!!!
Oh I miss our voyages !!!
Goodnight/day!!!
