Next year, this time..

Realizing how things will be changed next year, this time. I know it’s gonna be more unbearable than I can ever even perceive…. Why does it have to change at all??? Why can’t we all get down at the same stop, stay together forever.. Or, or, why can we all stay where we are??? Why do we have to leave everything that we love/we are used to… and go to somewhere we know we wont be as happy?? Why’s life a bitch????

Some will be into job-job, some will be studying their asses off, some will go to USA, DAMN GRE !!! [although, I dunno which category I fit in]. Into an utterly different world, doing things that life makes one do… why can’t WE make our life??

How troubling this thought is!! Agonizing, to say the least effectual. [:| ]

Will I have those night outs anymore with you gals.. ???       

Long phone chats with Janhavi until the cell-battery gives up????   

Or an sms fight with Neha????                                                 

Candid Confessions with Renuka???                                             

Or those “India played superb!Din I say Sachin is God!” conversations with Ameya???                                                      

Or those “hi sis” “kya bhai” dialogue with Sumeet???                   

Or those ‘Friends’ discussions with Neeraj???                                 

Or those Voyages with Satya??? {aaaaAAAaaa!!!!}[ :( ]

Why’s it all gonna change????                                                          I don’t wanna miss any of these…. I don’t want all this to alter either… but figuring out that it’d not be anymore ‘like this’ after, say, next 7months leaves me marooned.

Only if you guys can offer any help to get me outta this.. …..[:(]

Reminds me of :

“Livin' alone,
I think of all the friends I've known.
But when I dial the telephone,
Nobody's home.
All by myself,
Don't wanna live, all by myself anymore”

[:(]

Goodnight/day!