Pages

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Untitled…

His fingers in her hair

He wants her to hold

From heart he told

What will I do without you, dear,

Me, Who’ll scold…??

 

Embracing her tight

Boosting her to fight

But conceding to toxin

She lost her might…

However she wanted

To be the reason

Of his smile

The toxin she had

Made her docile

 

A tear rolled

Down her cheek

And another dropped

Over her eye.

Embracing, she said to him,

“Hey dear, YOU don’t’ve to cry…

Coz I love the smile in your eye…

Beside me why don’t you lie

Sing all the old tunes I couldn’t comply

Take me to our land of imaginings

Only you and me

Nobody else ever spanned

Of all the joy I once pledged

Of our long life that we planned

By all that, honey, I couldn’t stand

Leaving you alone

In this unknown land..

‘d dreamt to spend my life with you

I did…..

But couldn’t pull through

The pain this life subjects me to”

 

And she’s lost in the haze

To her he tries to chase

There’s no chance

There’s no trace

She froze…

He lost the race…

Silent words…

The unspoken words now
We hear so clear
Quiescent they were
For all these years.

 

“When, How, Where”,
They demand,
The thing that was said
Without words but the heart
You tell me how
Do I tell them the start?

 

Solving muted riddles in my brain
I knew to a perfect choice I came
And the smile
On your face
Ensures me of
You thinking the same

 

I lay there in a trance
With you in all
Extents of my glance
You draw me
And I come close
‘Wonderful Tonight’
And we dance…

Tell me…

Happy time
Or hard days
Through it all
Tell me,
You wont change.

 

In gloom
Or in fun
In rain, or in sun
Tell me,
You’ll be the one.

 

Words of silence
Spreading meanings of love
To it all
Tell me,
You will keep up.

 

Trees dressed up
Or undressed
To your love,
Tell me,
There won’t be Autumn.

 

In silence,
In laughter,
Or if I banter,
Tell me,
You won’t alter.

 

Near …..
Or far we are
The distance,
Tell me
Won’t be the winner..

Thursday, September 24, 2009

In this Despair, In this Fear….

You see no light at the tunnel’s end
Hours of darkness would just never end
You see around the walls of prison
Right when you were ready to latch on

 

You cry, you screech
You try, yet you can’t reach

 

The heights they set
By you can’t be met
At this riotous joke
Nothing but you yowl
Raise a ruckus of wrong choice
Lost in regret within a trice

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Silent shouts, no one to hear

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Longing to hold truth near

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Finding a direction to steer

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Life’s stuck in second gear

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

To The Truth,

Leaves me blank,

When I think

You’ll depart

Difficult to identify with

The ache of this dispirited heart.

 

However I refuse

To have to do

Without ‘Those Eyes’

I know,

I have to.

 

It sure is hard

For me and for you

But in the end

I’m sure

Promises will come true.

 

I promise you

For you I’ll be waiting

Be it, then,

Years ..

Five or Fifteen!

 

Being yours

Is all I want

The distance isn’t

At all

Gonna make it gone.

 

The simple idea of

Getting to spend my life with you

Has me smiling

A smile…

That I want to continue.

 

Thinking of the day you’ll leave

Makes me numb

But to this gloom,

I promise,

I won’t succumb.

 

All I want is you

To flourish and thrive

About this love

Leave it to me

It will sure survive!

 

It’s impossible to fathom

The love you show

The bliss I feel

In your arms

In all the moments I steal.

 

‘Time’ will advance

But I will remain,

Giving ‘time’ no opening

To make ‘TRUTH’ refrain

From ‘Winning’.

 

The very ‘Truth’

that promises me

To take me

to a place

I’m so longing to be….

 

A mountain, A small house

A glut of trees

And Me…

On my knees…

 

Smiling…

Offering you a ring

Nervous ….

Thinking which song to sing...

Monday, August 31, 2009

Aaaah Those Eyes!

Eyes that speak the truth of the heart

And that so crave when we depart

Aaahh those eyes…

That never say lies.

Eyes of truth that love even from a distance..

And show nothing.. just pure innocence

Aaaah those eyes….

Come lie on the pillow next to mine

Wanna see those eyes all through the night

When they are open and they speak

Speak of the love between us so deep

When they are tired and about asleep

Love from it still does seep.

When they are closed and in peace

Allowing all musings inside to cease.

When they open up in the morning

And Smile seeing me next to you lying..

Aaaaah Those Eyes!!!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

The Heartbeat

A drop of rain,

In the lands enduring sun,

He comes with all the grace

Transporting each drop of fun.


Putting behind you

All your worries

He holds your hand

However grave the crisis


The smile, the laughter

Each facial expression

Memory obtains each moment

Like derived from equation.


Comfort has no bounds

In his vicinity

You realize other things in life

Is just a futility.


Is this what they call

Friendship to the core

Or shall we assume

There’s something to it more?


There is no certainty

Of the slippery heart

How difficult it’s sometimes

To conceal its beating art


In bid to single out

The meaning of its trait

You apply your math

To cancel and to equate


Then the calculations

commit a mistake,

Putting the beauty of the relationship

Into a pool of sabotage


Now your beats wish

To go back in time

But in the end

You sit back and pine


Its not your fault

Or anybody’s design

Beats to be blamed

For all the bruising.


Do not trust the beats

For they tell all rubbish

Follow your brain

Here, I establish!

Monday, July 27, 2009

Bandra-Worli Sea Link

Because i do not have a photoblog, and don’t wish to have one, i share with you, my friendly blog readers, the photos here.. as you must have already observed..! :)

So this is about the much awaited ride on the Rajiv Gandhi Sea Link that connects the two of the busiest places of the city.. Bandra and Worli… and does so extending along the Mahim Creek.

The photos are not at par with the expectations because- one: They are taken from a car… in motion.. two: Winds blew brutally so i was scared camera slipping off my hand.. three: it was RAINING!!

Googling can give you much better views and pics, i admit ! But these have come out of my camera, so i have an inherent right of sharing them… :)

The Welcome board at the Bandra-End of the Link.. There are controversies on with the name given… .. .. who cares !! :P

 

not to forget mentioning- this was the 25th of july.. designated to be ‘the day with second largest high tide..’

Takes you away, although for five min and 6km, from the chaotic city… A ride, worthwhile…

 

 

There lies the Mahim, Dadar, Bandra… the Mahim creek along which this is constructed…

 

it was that dark …. but a pleasant weather !!

The Mahim Creek…

 

The toll plaza, that’s at the Bandra-end of the link… We were crazy enough to buy a return ticket. :P hehe.. we started from Worli to Bandra… n then back from Bandra to Worli

pic taken from inside the car…

TAJ Lands End, Bandra… This too at the bandra-end of the link.

…..

again. taken from the car..

You just cant stop wondering about the Engineering… !

The another 4 lanes of the link are still under construction…

 

Goodnight/day!!!

Monday, July 20, 2009

A Relief from Reality called ‘Lectures’

114861696BHptXi_fs

Some days of our lives are worth a rubric, not only coz they are out-of-the-ordinary in the way they are consumed but also coz of their circumstantial occurrence.

Today was the second Monday since reopening of my college… and lectures aren’t on in full roll yet…2weeks, and just 2lectures… ! Today ie-Monday, after the 9-11 lecture of FEM, (Finite Element Method, or something close to that :P ) ( Fyi- 9-11 denotes the duration of lecture) making ourselves oblivious to lectures further, we all decided to go out and have fun. Not to forget, it was also the birthday of my friend, not permitted to put name.. : )

It all started with a treat at Naturals’ (just next to the college) ofcourse from the birthday girl…(A Must Mention- try out CoffeeWalnut at NATURALS :) !!!) Thereafter, advancing to Dadar station by hiring a taxi… boarding on a local, we “customarily” went to the Marine Drive…... it was raining extremely heavily, plus there were these tides mounting high enough to soar beyond us! 40-45 mins at marine drive…….. a walk along the shore......... clothes outright saturated by water from tides and rains… it was a perfect afternoon spent… although it hardly seemed an afternoon …. Thanks to the overcast skies and breakneck winds…. And the ‘nowadays-sleepy’ sun of Mumbai… :D

Going to South Mumbai and eating in McDonald’s is a ritual followed by me till date… hehe.. Consequently, keeping with the tradition, we all went to Colaba McDonald’s after some window shopping at the Causeway : )

What I regret is, yet again, I didn’t have the digicam with me as we fled directly from college to Charni Road.. (therefore, this post is pics-less) (I’ll get them soon from a friend of mine who had this cell with a respectable camera :P ) But, what makes this escapism to be more satisfying is the fact that we absconded from having to attend the lectures which, I still don’t know, were conducted or not… : )

Its 5pm as I write this… but will be posting at night… as I have now opted for a night-unlimited plan : ) (which is a mistake I guess, now)

PS- The pic above … Courtesy-Internet… ….Those taken by us, will be put up later…

Goodnight/day!!!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Of friendships and relationships.........

They welcomed me on the Earth today when finally I gained some perspective of what-FB-actually-is … Funny, innit? : P : P ….. hehe…Whatever : )…….
This thing, dunno what to call it, is kinda making my brain face some major turbulent-thinking-disorder wherein it tends to think in a dire complicated manner and in the end fails to perform effectively in stretching to the conclusion. Its about Friendships and relationships… and their inter-conversion and de-conversion … :P
I’ll elaborate on this when I myself get some concrete standpoint : ) for now, I’d say friendship is the purest of all relationships! and never lose a friend out of senseless tagging-of-relationship business.
Goodnight/day!