You

You have heard it all

Yet you don’t mind hearing it again

Each day for you I fall

In your love I rise up again

 

You let me talk n talk

Until I find my way

Then you pronounce it all in silent words

The thing I just tried to say

 

Angry silence or my glum heart

You decode it and with art

Offer me an embrace

All I need, you know in a glance

 

Seems magical how you read

All unwritten n unspoken

And I realize lying here in bed

How my feelings are always stolen

 

Tonight, for you I wait

I close my eyes and see

All the dark hills you’ll have to cross

To reach me

To grace this aching heart

And then never depart

I just wanna belong here...

(based on my experience of 19th Oct, breathtaking but lovely)

Outside love's lair
I shape up my messed up hair
And then slowly knock on the door
Of your hearts and stand on the golden floor

Let me in, for i want to stay
I don't wanna anymore sway
I'm tired of staying away
Here, tell me, can I lay?

The door opens…..
I lapse as i hear the creak
My heart skips a beat
I'd been over all this in my head
Can’t remember now, a single word i'd said
And as my anxiety kicks in
Leaves my body tremblin’
I begin to wonder how it'll turn out
But the sight of you ends all doubt
And my thoughts arrange in a line
I’m sure it’s all gonna be fine
Your words and laughter
Spraying comfort to reassure
A conviction that me derives
From those speaking eyes
Of Staying forever near
I just wanna belong here....

Tonight

 

Sitting by the window,

Engrossed in thoughts of you,

I see…

I have a life..

Celebrated like only a few.

 

In course of a stream..

Flows the craft of my dreams,

Those dreams promised by you..

The reason….

I want to continue.

 

In a flash you show up,

Dark walls of my heart light up.

All I dreamt so far

Befalls …

And I fall for you even more..

 

Another voyage..

And truth lies,

Tonight….

The Lovers ..

And the Night skies.

Untitled…

His fingers in her hair

He wants her to hold

From heart he told

What will I do without you, dear,

Me, Who’ll scold…??

 

Embracing her tight

Boosting her to fight

But conceding to toxin

She lost her might…

However she wanted

To be the reason

Of his smile

The toxin she had

Made her docile

 

A tear rolled

Down her cheek

And another dropped

Over her eye.

Embracing, she said to him,

“Hey dear, YOU don’t’ve to cry…

Coz I love the smile in your eye…

Beside me why don’t you lie

Sing all the old tunes I couldn’t comply

Take me to our land of imaginings

Only you and me

Nobody else ever spanned

Of all the joy I once pledged

Of our long life that we planned

By all that, honey, I couldn’t stand

Leaving you alone

In this unknown land..

‘d dreamt to spend my life with you

I did…..

But couldn’t pull through

The pain this life subjects me to”

 

And she’s lost in the haze

To her he tries to chase

There’s no chance

There’s no trace

She froze…

He lost the race…

Silent words…

The unspoken words now
We hear so clear
Quiescent they were
For all these years.

 

“When, How, Where”,
They demand,
The thing that was said
Without words but the heart
You tell me how
Do I tell them the start?

 

Solving muted riddles in my brain
I knew to a perfect choice I came
And the smile
On your face
Ensures me of
You thinking the same

 

I lay there in a trance
With you in all
Extents of my glance
You draw me
And I come close
‘Wonderful Tonight’
And we dance…

Tell me…

Happy time
Or hard days
Through it all
Tell me,
You wont change.

 

In gloom
Or in fun
In rain, or in sun
Tell me,
You’ll be the one.

 

Words of silence
Spreading meanings of love
To it all
Tell me,
You will keep up.

 

Trees dressed up
Or undressed
To your love,
Tell me,
There won’t be Autumn.

 

In silence,
In laughter,
Or if I banter,
Tell me,
You won’t alter.

 

Near …..
Or far we are
The distance,
Tell me
Won’t be the winner..

In this Despair, In this Fear….

You see no light at the tunnel’s end
Hours of darkness would just never end
You see around the walls of prison
Right when you were ready to latch on

 

You cry, you screech
You try, yet you can’t reach

 

The heights they set
By you can’t be met
At this riotous joke
Nothing but you yowl
Raise a ruckus of wrong choice
Lost in regret within a trice

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Silent shouts, no one to hear

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Longing to hold truth near

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Finding a direction to steer

 

In this Despair
In this Fear
Life’s stuck in second gear

To The Truth,

Leaves me blank,

When I think

You’ll depart

Difficult to identify with

The ache of this dispirited heart.

 

However I refuse

To have to do

Without ‘Those Eyes’

I know,

I have to.

 

It sure is hard

For me and for you

But in the end

I’m sure

Promises will come true.

 

I promise you

For you I’ll be waiting

Be it, then,

Years ..

Five or Fifteen!

 

Being yours

Is all I want

The distance isn’t

At all

Gonna make it gone.

 

The simple idea of

Getting to spend my life with you

Has me smiling

A smile…

That I want to continue.

 

Thinking of the day you’ll leave

Makes me numb

But to this gloom,

I promise,

I won’t succumb.

 

All I want is you

To flourish and thrive

About this love

Leave it to me

It will sure survive!

 

It’s impossible to fathom

The love you show

The bliss I feel

In your arms

In all the moments I steal.

 

‘Time’ will advance

But I will remain,

Giving ‘time’ no opening

To make ‘TRUTH’ refrain

From ‘Winning’.

 

The very ‘Truth’

that promises me

To take me

to a place

I’m so longing to be….

 

A mountain, A small house

A glut of trees

And Me…

On my knees…

 

Smiling…

Offering you a ring

Nervous ….

Thinking which song to sing...

Aaaah Those Eyes!

Eyes that speak the truth of the heart

And that so crave when we depart

Aaahh those eyes…

That never say lies.

Eyes of truth that love even from a distance..

And show nothing.. just pure innocence

Aaaah those eyes….

Come lie on the pillow next to mine

Wanna see those eyes all through the night

When they are open and they speak

Speak of the love between us so deep

When they are tired and about asleep

Love from it still does seep.

When they are closed and in peace

Allowing all musings inside to cease.

When they open up in the morning

And Smile seeing me next to you lying..

Aaaaah Those Eyes!!!

The Heartbeat

A drop of rain,

In the lands enduring sun,

He comes with all the grace

Transporting each drop of fun.

Putting behind you

All your worries

He holds your hand

However grave the crisis

The smile, the laughter

Each facial expression

Memory obtains each moment

Like derived from equation.

Comfort has no bounds

In his vicinity

You realize other things in life

Is just a futility.

Is this what they call

Friendship to the core

Or shall we assume

There’s something to it more?

There is no certainty

Of the slippery heart

How difficult it’s sometimes

To conceal its beating art

In bid to single out

The meaning of its trait

You apply your math

To cancel and to equate

Then the calculations

commit a mistake,

Putting the beauty of the relationship

Into a pool of sabotage

Now your beats wish

To go back in time

But in the end

You sit back and pine

Its not your fault

Or anybody’s design

Beats to be blamed

For all the bruising.

Do not trust the beats

For they tell all rubbish

Follow your brain

Here, I establish!